Should I bother with trying anymore?

I dont know what you belive in but i do know that God will reward you. He is putting you through a test right now and he is waiting to see if you pass of fail. I get that you are going through some really crappy stuff but that dosnt mean you give up. That means that you get through it. In the end its going to make you stronger and this is all happening for a reason. stay strong :)